Yesterday was a wonderful day. It started with more gardening, specifically finishing that middle round section with more sheet mulching and also putting more mulch around my roses.
Afterwards I took BART back to Lafayette. I walked near the creek by myself for an hour, again breathing in the air, talking to God, listening to the birds. I then met another friend for tea and good conversation. And finally I took BART home.
Through that time with friends, those wonderful conversations, both with my friends and with God, a few things became very clear to me.
First, even when I'm working, I really need to find ways to make time. I need to make time for my friendships. They are important for me and hopefully for my friends as well. I also really need to make time to walk and to garden. Even if it's just for a half hour a day of gardening and a half hour of walking, that time for contemplation, for prayer, for getting my hands into the soil is essential for my well-being. I have to be more intentional about not working 12-14 hour days but actually taking the time to be the most whole I can be. I won't be a good pastor if I'm too busy to care for myself and this isn't up to anyone else but me. I need to model good self-care as well as taking that prayer time intentionally.
Secondly, I really enjoyed taking BART to the city, back from the city to Lafayette and finally home. I enjoyed not having to worry about traffic or crazy drivers. I enjoyed being able to text or read or just look at the scenery out the train windows. I enjoyed avoiding the rush hour craziness (I came home around 5:30, so I would have been right in the middle of it if I'd driven). It was fun to people watch. I found it freeing to not worry about parking times or parking places, to just be myself with my water bottle and phone and nothing else. The new BART cars are also fairly clean and it was a nice reminder that public transportation is there for a good reason and is a really good choice when I am by myself traveling.
All in all, a truly wonderful day for which I am deeply grateful.
Amen to that
ReplyDeleteI just fed and re-mulched my roses, too, now that it's a little cooler for them and for me. If we don't get too hot, hoping they'll bloom again.
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